Monday, November 15, 2010

This is how God works here...

God has been pouring over me phrase lately: "Christ, be the Center..." 

Since you may be singing it already, I'll help you out:



But He has. Demanding that I make Him the center of everything. And I mean, that's a good thing. I'm not complaining. I definitely see this is as a way to live, continually and forever. 

I won't go off on that tangent now. 

I was watching a movie on Ruth Bell Graham, and she mentioned this as a focal point of her marriage. Christ as the center, like the center of an old wagon wheel. All the spokes point to Him, and in a marriage as you get closer to Him, the Center, you get closer to each other.

Yep, I can see that. 

And when He's the center, everything in your life radiates outward from Him too. It goes both ways. You live in the overflow of that Center. See?

So I begin to think in the way of an old wagon wheel a lot.

So here are the spokes of late:

1. We're studying American History, which I may or may not have gushed about here. I love it and studying history with the freshly minted Redemptive History on my mind has been challenging and extremely thought provoking too. (I have another post brewing about this also.) We've focused on the Puritans the last couple of weeks, and one of Laney's assignments has been to research the Great Awakening and write a mini-report on it. (Can I gush about how much I love Sonlight  right now? I mean, I love it.) We checked out books on Edwards and Whitefield, and only those two as not to overwhelm her too much, and I'm in absolute heaven reading and discussing all of this with my daughter.

2. Our Bible study group is doing a study on prayer. I don't like the study, and find myself researching and searching for information and resources on prayer. It's been challenging and hard, but I'm thankful for what God is teaching me, even through a study we don't like or agree with.

3. I have a habit of emailing myself links and things I want to read "later." You know, "later" like when I get to dash to the bathroom or I'm stirring up dinner. As I paused the other night to clean up some of my email, I found a link I'd emailed myself week before last, about prayer. More about that in a moment.  




4. Week ago Sunday, our church had a special service of prayer and praise. We read from 3 Puritian prayers, which of course, when I saw them,  I exclaimed to myself "Hey, Puritans!" The prayers literally made me weep (huge surprise), and I slid the notes into the front cover of my study binder, wanting to read and study them more. They were from a book called "A Valley of Vision," and I jotted the name of the book down on top of my sheet, thinking  I would see of our libraries had it. I wanted to swim in the beauty and simple devotion that these prayers conveyed. 

SO, back to number 3. As I cleaned up my email, I saw a link I had sent to myself called "How's your prayer life?" I opened it, and it was, of all stinking things, 


thishttp://www.benterry.com/2010/10/hows-your-prayer-life-walking-through-the-valley-of-vision/



If you click it, you'll see that it's a prayer program using the book "A Valley of Vision." HA! I literally laughed aloud when I saw it. My libraries didn't have the book, so I happily ordered it and it should be here tomorrow. How weird is that? I'm mean, it's so God. That silly link was sitting in my email box, while I was reading those same prayers in church, just waiting for the perfect time for me to open and read it. I love you, Lord...

So that's it, really. I'm desperate for Christ to truly be the Center. And shortly after my desperate prayer (or my "importunate" prayer, as I've so recently learned to call it) to make and keep Him the center, He so kindly reminded me that He is indeed the Center, and when I work to make Him that, He will draw all aspects of my life together to the Center, toward Him, in the squeaky old wheel of my life. 

Isn't that just amazing? I mean, how can I not just worship Him simply based on how He is working everything in my life toward one purpose. I love how He took all the aspects of my life and reminded me that He is all that matters. In church, in school, in research, in anything, He desires to be the Center

I could ramble here forever. I love Him, and I'm so thankful for Him rooting Himself firmly in the Center of my wheel.

2 comments:

Ben Terry said...

Loved that you came across the Valley of Vision prayer. I hope you enjoy it and it draws you closer to Christ!

Anonymous said...

Amy, you bless me continually with your passion and insight... I love you, Mom